I Want To Love You The Way I Want You To Love Me

4 months, 29 days ago

I want to love you the style I want you to love me.

I want to reassure you every day how much I love you. I want to text you long sweet messages before you go to sleep so youll have something to smile at first thing in the morning. I want to send you handwritten letters to let you feel that old school love. I want to “ve brought you” breakfast some random mornings because cooking bacon is all Ill ever know. I want to surprise you all the time because it means I have plans for you, us, and I know it makes you happy. I want to bring you to every family assembling to let you feel greet because I know youll be part of it, too. I want to post candid photos of you, us, on every social media accounts I have just to show the world that you are mine and youre person worth showing off. I want to take you out on a random date at night merely to see the stars glisten with you by my side. I want to try something new, like painting or describing, merely to have you as my subject, for always. I want to give you something whenever we fulfill, like a card or letter, just to let you know youve been on my mind the working day despite my busy schedule. I want to give you hour without you even asking for it.

These are few things I would do but I couldnt because it hurts to know you wouldnt do the same to me because

I also want to love you the way you love me.

I want to accept the entire you including your bitter past and position. I want to call you every night until we fall asleep so youd be the last thing on my intellect. I want to drop-off you home most of the night, especially times when you are not feeling well. I want to bring you your favorite food whenever I construct you upset. I want to learn how not to be upset on interesting thing because its not worth opposing and I dont want to see you hurting. I want to learn how to stop being petty because its not worth risking our relations. I want to learn how to stop letting my emotions devour my mind to avoid impulsive decisions that will ruin us. I want to induce you laugh without even trying. I want to tell you how amazing you are. I want to tell you how Ill not survive life without you beside me. I want to love you despite my sleepless nights because of work. I want to tell you I love you arbitrarily. I want to show you my soft side to let you know how sincere I am. I want to hold your hand every time I am with you because your presence brightens up my life. I want to kiss your forehead any time possible. I want to hug you because your warmth soothes me.

Despite our differences in depicting our affection, we still have one thing in common. And that, my love, is everything Im asking for.

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